As to being one so long absent, as your self, it can only lead to the inevitable question...
As the aforementioned question is so apparently obvious, or at least I should hope so, that it need not be stated, all that I have left to say is this.
If you are still among the living, I do so hope that you've found a better part of the world in which to dwell... and if you are not, then I pray that you've found yourself to be in a better dwelling that that of this world.