Pale,
First of all, please let me clarify that I in no way shape nor form meant to imply that either you or I were mixed up in anything "dark". When I use the word "occult", I mean it in the dictionary sense - it simply means "hidden" , and therefore the things that the average person never seeks out to study. Astrology is generally listed as being "occult", as well as tarot cards, Ascended Master teachings, - even herbal cures that are passed down within families can be considered "occult". When I used the word, I meant you were "deep".
I had some friends once who were Wiccan, and I learned the basics of what they believe from them. I agree with the "respecting the earth" and belief that elementals (faeries, etc.) exist. To my knowledge, they kept on the true path with it. Although one of them told me that many who get involved in it get "pulled" in to interacting with dark forces, many times out of ignorance, etc. I generally don't get too close to them for that reason. In my experience, the dark forces infiltrating the groups is pretty prevalent. I'm sorry to hear that you were one who had a bad experience. If the beings are still bothering you, then you have some "open doors" in the spirit realm that need closed. Pray, and God will make a way for you to be free. I will pray for you, as well.
As to the "materializing", I didn't mean to imply you could do it NOW.
. Simply that if you seek a strong, loving, spiritual path this life, it could be possible for you to learn how.
Yes, I live in America. I strongly identify with the Statue of Liberty, so I chose it as my avatar.
As to the goth band..... uh....... I'm about twice your age, so please forgive me...... none of them sound familiar..... maybe "Type O negative", a little, not sure.
your chart:as i said i had some computer problems with it.
moon in ag.-inovative,a rebell,maybe a fair skin,bigger eyes,accent on the nose,...
hm,... cuminat planet neptune in scorpio in 10 th hause,n ruler of 12.th hause in the 6(28 deg),it doesnt surprise that u r interested in occult.
but u dont have difficulties cause the ruler of 12th is jupiter ,n in your chart it brings strange friends(faerys ,astral friends?).
in past life u lived abroad,u were very succesful,n maybe blond-the friends u had then,u have now n as i see most of them r also in occult sphere(pluto in virgo in 8th,while the ruler of virgo is in 12th).
u must be carefull,cause pluto n uranus in in 8th r brinin suden death.
could be a desease or a sickness thats been caried around by generations.
i dont wanna make u paranoic,just be careful.
maybe your job is also ezoteric or in some way conected with occult,but acting or music is something i would recomend.
i see at least 2 kids,they can be interested in spiritual n the second child is a person from your last life.
u can be nervious n (self)destructive,so try to change that.
Are you still having problems viewing my chart? The information I gave you should have solved the problem. Sorry. But I guess you were able to read it since you gave me some good info! I don't think I've had anyone put the slant on it that you did, but I think you were very accurate. It's interesting that you said you would recommend acting or music. I have always had a desire for that, especially music, but have always felt "blocked", in that I couldn't get very far with developing it. I've always been more of a an "egghead", "brainiac" kind of person, even though I hate it most of the time. I really want to be creative. What aspects, etc, caused to make this recommendation?
Your physical description of me is pretty accurate, too. I'd never heard anyone say that about my Aquarius Moon.
One of the benefits of the Mercury retrograde in the 12th/Sag is that I remember many of my past lives - mostly through dreams, but sometimes I have the experience of this world dissolving and I'm standing for a few seconds in the other - not watching it, but actually being it. This happens while I'm wide awake. It's very disorienting. Luckily, it doesn't happen very often.
The information you gave about my past lives is accurate, although I'm not sure it was my very most recent one. I believe my very most recent one, I was a young Jewish girl who died in the holocaust. The one prior to that was in the late 1800's/early 1900's in Western America, although I did travel to Holland, and was quite well-to-do. And you are right in that my youngest daughter is a person I have past life connections with. She was my younger sister, whom I was very attached to, in that life. She died young of an illness, I think maybe dysentery, or something like that. She may very well have been in the most recent, as well. I think I share many past lives with her, as I have felt a very strong bond with her. (She is a musician - plays guitar and sings lead. She would probably know those bands you named!
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As to my current friends, I know at least one of them shared the holocaust lifetime with me. There was another lifetime, many centuries ago that seems to be one of the most important, karma-wise, in this life. I lived in Europe, and was successful in a sense. Many of the people I know now were in that lifetime. I died a sudden, horrific death in that one. ( Actually more than one...) I've often wondered if that Pluto/Uranus conjunction in Virgo in the 8th could also stand for a strong overshadowing of a past life. That death has haunted me this whole life. I even remember having dreams about it as a child.
I do carry alot of nervous energy, jittery, tense all the time - and that is probably the most self-destructive thing about me.
And I do have two children. You are between the two of them in age.
I am very interested how you learned to see all of this in a chart - the past lives, the number of children, and which child I had past life ties with. Is there a book you can recommend? I would like to study a little on this in the near future, when I get some more ducks in a row.
Thanks so much for taking the time to look over my chart!!!!
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