SO I havent worked for 2 years and struggling and no income. Will I ever be free

[Assyrian_Libra]

I know they say good things comes to those who wait... but I seriously starting to not believing that anymore.... It's been two year since I haven't worked but the last job was really horrible too...recently I did a work interview earlier this month for 2 week but the job didn't want to offer me anyway which is very upsetting and discouraging the fact that I know I done really well...but that's a long story because of favoritism of someone and the prejudice they had against me. But then I even struggle finding a job too the past few months and it's very frustrating... so I dont know, I feel like I'm being punished

Plus, I have no income. "ZERO" So all this time I had no choice but to be stuck with family who supports me who I dont get along very well because in the end they will used that against me especially my destructive LEO mother... I know how they are... they even suck the life force out of me like crazy, mainly my mother. I dont liked to be told what to do everyday and being bullied around like that... I am an adult (23 yrs old) yet I am treated as if I am still 12 years old. I craved so badly to be independent and support my own self... I dont like people taking care of me like that... and believe me I can talk for days what I have to deal with my family and none of my friends do not know how I do it and I dont either especially I have to experience that everyday all my life and I want a HUGE CHANGE... I still dont know how I dealt with the craziness drama all these years which looks like a everyday Jerry springer show, but I hate it with a passion... It's crazy how one little thing seems like a huge obstacles which is NO money... sigh IDK

So I am hoping if anyone here can tell me anything on my chart like what is going on? I really dont understand this why I have to go threw something like that... I do take pride with my strength thanks to my rising leo sign which I assumed sighhh I dont know.. hmmm I really hope it does not make it up to three year (if i ever be alive by then). I wish things can changed now...I know that wont happened anytime soon.

 

[beautifultaurus]

Don't feel bad I am in the same position, i haven't worked for 3 years and have no money at all. Also the family situation is the same.. As for your chart, i'll look at it and let you know, Have faith and don't give up.

 

[beautifultaurus]

Well looking at your chart

Moon In Gemini:
means you could be very successful in a business that has to do with communications. You are very clever and enjoy traveling, a business in media will suit you.

Mercury in Libra: you are intellectual, a perfectionist, and popular. You love long intellectual discussions and many people are drawn to you.

Venus in Sag: You have many friends and the potential to have many lovers. you love teaching others and are very spontaneous.

Mars in libra: you are careful about making decisions, which is good. You are great at settling arguments

Jupiter in cancer: you are a comforting person and you love dealing with others. Security is very important to you. you have a great memory and are careful with money.

I am sorry I cannot give you the exact meaning for the rest of your signs/ planets, I am running out of battery power.

Overall your chart is quite impressive. You will have the potential to be independent, you have a lot of friends so you should take advantage (not in a bad way). Maybe get some money and buy something and try to sell it to your and make a profit. You are very good sales person! Or you could look for a job in communications.

Your life will get better, Good Luck!

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

Don't feel bad I am in the same position, i haven't worked for 3 years and have no money at all. Also the family situation is the same.. As for your chart, i'll look at it and let you know, Have faith and don't give up.

awww Thanks.. I love my taurus ppl.... I'm glad I'm not the only one I think someone who dont go through that dont understand...

 

[beautifultaurus]

Your welcome, Good Luck! I love Libra people too.

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

Well looking at your chart

Moon In Gemini:
means you could be very successful in a business that has to do with communications. You are very clever and enjoy traveling, a business in media will suit you.

Mercury in Libra: you are intellectual, a perfectionist, and popular. You love long intellectual discussions and many people are drawn to you.

Venus in Sag: You have many friends and the potential to have many lovers. you love teaching others and are very spontaneous.

Mars in libra: you are careful about making decisions, which is good. You are great at settling arguments

Jupiter in cancer: you are a comforting person and you love dealing with others. Security is very important to you. you have a great memory and are careful with money.

I am sorry I cannot give you the exact meaning for the rest of your signs/ planets, I am running out of battery power.

Overall your chart is quite impressive. You will have the potential to be independent, you have a lot of friends so you should take advantage (not in a bad way). Maybe get some money and buy something and try to sell it to your and make a profit. You are very good sales person! Or you could look for a job in communications.

Your life will get better, Good Luck!

Thanks for the info... I really appreciated

I dont have a lot of friends, at least in my opinion. I know what real friends really are and I can see right through people and I think I would have a lot of friends if I wasn't so introverted which I struggle so much all throughout my life because of my anxiety...sighs...and people just treat me like an outcast which is something I dont tolerate and I just wish I can bring out justice about a lot of things against these people. It is true that I would have good support from a friend when it comes to doing business because we spoke about this maybe a few months ago? The friends I can think of right now are about maybe 2 people who are the only people I mostly talked to because they understand everything I go through and are not judgmental about me and if it wasn't for them I think I would have killed myself a long time ago.


But not to be sidetracked. I swear I'm not even from this planet as a typical star seed/ star-child as I was told, which I know I am.....I have few friends I consider as family and sadly most of my biological family never seemed to take the time talk to me or wondering about me. Hardly ever keep good communication with me except for one cousin who I never grew up with and she got adopted when I was 4 years old and my family treated her the wrong way and my mother does not like the fact that I even tried to hangout with her and I feel bad for her too and I'm the only family person she has and how this family tried to push her away (she an Aries).... I dont respect that from them... And I surely dont respect them or anyone that tried to avoid me. So yea, I like attention if not I might not like anyone who does that to me because I will feel some type of way. And it looks like I am a black-sheep in this idiotic family since I think differently and view things differently and the fact that I am gay and that I cant stand so much my own mother O-M-G especially my mother! who I cant stand at all and a lot of time I really hate her so much and I have no shame to say it even though it is ashamed... deep down I still love her the fact that she is my mother but at the same time I hate her so much. I want to leave out of her life extremely bad, and she brought too much hell and embarrassment in my life and I want her out of my life!! My own mother is not in my level I dont like her nasty ugly attitude around me, or how she treats me, how judgmental and extremely opinionated person she is and the lies she has done so many times and how she used me and how much she tried to control me, how much she tried to make me and abused me and how she allowed me to suffer so much I dont think I can forgive her in that unless I lived on my own and not heard from her for a little while. It's sad that none of my friends dont even like my mom, and wish I have a mother that normal that I seen in other people life or in movies and I think I wish I should got adopted I really do... I wish I have the money to move even though in the past I have before that I worked so hard for my past unhealthy relationship that I took the opportunity to move in with my ex boyfriend who lived almost 2,000 miles from this state enough for me to stay away from that crazy nutcase LEO mother that I have, but that all suddenly went down to the very bottom in one month which I was forced to end up back here thanks to my ex crazy idiot landlord and this is also how I lost my job, too ...I think I made a wrong mistake in this I thought everything would have planned out, guess not.

I also lack so much confidence. I'm so broke I cant invest all that for the business that I wish can have like doing spas and facials and massages and things like that I really want to do I have no money for products and my tools and so on to do spa visits though I dont have a car in the past my mother never let me take driving trainings ugh no wonder I struggle finding work too because I go where ever the the public transportation goes. Also, I would have pull out a business loan if could but I dont want anymore loan because I have two more month to pay back my student loan (if I find a full-time job by then I may pull out a small business loan which I highly doubt that I even have a full time job). omg the list goes on but that just a long story short... I really dont want to think about this right now before I start flipping out it's like time running and and each day seems to be same-old thing everyday... I hope I dont end up being like someone in their 40s who regret to not enjoy their twenties I fear that a lot like I regret how I should enjoy my time as teenager. I'm so sorry if anyone found this offensive by reading this I'm so upset with everything. I wish good news comes than bad news and I'm sick of tired of complaining to people like I am right now... I want to say good things about life except I can maybe say things would have been worst but then I can why so little get so hard and so easy for others??? unless I pretend and living in a lie in fantasy and that would not be healthy for me before I end in a crazy house for the mentally ill...

 

[beautifultaurus]

I am so sorry about the way your life is going and that your family is giving you a hard time, i know believe me! That is great that you are nice to your cousin and you should keep being despite what anyone else says.

I know it is hard to make friends you should keep your good friends close but still make some acquaintances. They would be helpful in investing in your whatever you wish to do. They will also help you land a good job. Knowing the people is the key to success. I know it is hard for you because you don't have a car but maybe there is a coffee shop near your house that you could walk to. You never know who you meet! It is never easy in the beginning, but if you make an effort you will get there, and you could finally be happy! You should be enjoying your twenties. Also don't hate your mother, i know it is hard not to but mothers think they are doing the right thing, even when they are not!
Good Luck with everything! I hope I helped.

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

I am so sorry about the way your life is going and that your family is giving you a hard time, i know believe me! That is great that you are nice to your cousin and you should keep being despite what anyone else says.

I know it is hard to make friends you should keep your good friends close but still make some acquaintances. They would be helpful in investing in your whatever you wish to do. They will also help you land a good job. Knowing the people is the key to success. I know it is hard for you because you don't have a car but maybe there is a coffee shop near your house that you could walk to. You never know who you meet! It is never easy in the beginning, but if you make an effort you will get there, and you could finally be happy! You should be enjoying your twenties. Also don't hate your mother, i know it is hard not to but mothers think they are doing the right thing, even when they are not!
Good Luck with everything! I hope I helped.

Yea I am starting to make some friends. But JOB thing ugh I have no patience it was very upsetting that I never got the offer from that work-interview, very upsetting.. but I am not giving up I know I am strong enough to deal with all the **** that not many people could handle...as far as my mother goes, yea I can honestly say that I really dont think the things she done to me is all on purpose she just dont know what she is doing! And her anger problem and bipolar-ness is really bad and she not willing to do anything about that but then I cant be around her me and her are no compatible. I can not say I hate her in that extreme is like you know you hate someone but like if I saw someone disrespect my mother or some physical harm I will go after them and would think I wouldn't care... I wouldn't even want to date any guys like my mother though lol that why I'm cautious with some Leo men that are loud and drama, they remind me of this > lol unless it was someone that motivate me and like to have fun and not as aggressive as my mother like a wild crazy lion I would consider lol... I can say that about my mom but she does it in away as if I am in boot camp or something >

 

[beautifultaurus]

Yea I am starting to make some friends. But JOB thing ugh I have no patience it was very upsetting that I never got the offer from that work-interview, very upsetting.. but I am not giving up I know I am strong enough to deal with all the **** that not many people could handle...as far as my mother goes, yea I can honestly say that I really dont think the things she done to me is all on purpose she just dont know what she is doing! And her anger problem and bipolar-ness is really bad and she not willing to do anything about that but then I cant be around her me and her are no compatible. I can not say I hate her in that extreme is like you know you hate someone but like if I saw someone disrespect my mother or some physical harm I will go after them and would think I wouldn't care... I wouldn't even want to date any guys like my mother though lol that why I'm cautious with some Leo men that are loud and drama, they remind me of this > lol unless it was someone that motivate me and like to have fun and not as aggressive as my mother like a wild crazy lion I would consider lol... I can say that about my mom but she does it in away as if I am in boot camp or something >

I am sorry about the way your mother treats you. However you must be the bigger person, i know it is hard. It is great that you are making friends, i hope they will be helpful for you.

“Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience and we soon shall see them in their proper figures.”
-Joseph Addison

You have to be patient and have faith your life will get better. All of the great and successful people have had a hard and painful past. Soon this will all be a memory, things will change for the better. Maybe the job interviewed for is not good for you so the universe is protecting you from a danger you may not know of. Everything happens for a reason.

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

I am sorry about the way your mother treats you. However you must be the bigger person, i know it is hard. It is great that you are making friends, i hope they will be helpful for you.

“Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience and we soon shall see them in their proper figures.”
-Joseph Addison

You have to be patient and have faith your life will get better. All of the great and successful people have had a hard and painful past. Soon this will all be a memory, things will change for the better. Maybe the job interviewed for is not good for you so the universe is protecting you from a danger you may not know of. Everything happens for a reason.

Thanks for your kindness love...

Sometime I see myself sharing my past with those that may go through what I have experience for those in the future that could be struggling. And maybe I am not meant to work there since it does take me two hour to get there by bus which never felt like it. but it wasn't a job interview... it was a work-interview where I work there for two week so that they see if they really like me there then they would officially hired me but what I saw was prejudice and lies which is upsetting to me. But that is okay since those type of supervisors are two face anyways.

 

[beautifultaurus]

Thanks for your kindness love...

Sometime I see myself sharing my past with those that may go through what I have experience for those in the future that could be struggling. And maybe I am not meant to work there since it does take me two hour to get there by bus which never felt like it. but it wasn't a job interview... it was a work-interview where I work there for two week so that they see if they really like me there then they would officially hired me but what I saw was prejudice and lies which is upsetting to me. But that is okay since those type of supervisors are two face anyways.

Wow 2 hours! See you do have patience. Everything happens for a reason. Yes in the future many will benefit from you sharing your past, you will be able to help others. What kind of work is it? Yes I know what you mean by two faced people, i have had a lot of experience with them, it is better to stay away from them. Good Luck

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

Wow 2 hours! See you do have patience. Everything happens for a reason. Yes in the future many will benefit from you sharing your past, you will be able to help others. What kind of work is it? Yes I know what you mean by two faced people, i have had a lot of experience with them, it is better to stay away from them. Good Luck

It was retailing lol if I got the job it could of been sales associate
Yea I do have patience I used to take my job program out there for a few months and then 2 year later I went to school there for almost 1 one year...so I got very used to it. Everyone wonder how I do it! LOL thats because I'm a rising LEO gessish that long I would of got into New York City or Boston much earlier than 2 hour lol

 

[beautifultaurus]

It was retailing lol if I got the job it could of been sales associate
Yea I do have patience I used to take my job program out there for a few months and then 2 year later I went to school there for almost 1 one year...so I got very used to it. Everyone wonder how I do it! LOL thats because I'm a rising LEO gessish that long I would of got into New York City or Boston much earlier than 2 hour lol

lol. I would never be able to do two hours on a bus, that's great for you.

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

lol. I would never be able to do two hours on a bus, that's great for you.

LOL

 

[beautifultaurus]

LOL

LOL

How are you doing?

 

[astrology02]

Hi,

I have been in your position so I know exactly how you feel. I hope you find something that works out for you, even if it is a part time job just to feel as if your making progress

Your second house (represents income/ resources) in libra is conflicted. It makes a square to jupiter, saturn, uranus and neptune. Libra is ruled by venus and venus in your chart makes no aspects, except for minor ones, so that could be why you are seeing zero results when it comes to income.

Also it doesn't help that jupiter in your chart makes 3 oppositions. So even when you get money you fluctuate between being too stingy with or on the other side being to generous to people.

Your mars which represents how driven you are makes some negative aspects so it may be that there are certain obstacles in your life that seem to be challenging you. Its the old saying one step forward, two steps back. It's not really that your not making the effort in life, it just seems as though your efforts don't reap the rewards they warrant.

I am going to guess too that you are more introverted because more planets are below the horizon in your chart.

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

Hi,

I have been in your position so I know exactly how you feel. I hope you find something that works out for you, even if it is a part time job just to feel as if your making progress

Your second house (represents income/ resources) in libra is conflicted. It makes a square to jupiter, saturn, uranus and neptune. Libra is ruled by venus and venus in your chart makes no aspects, except for minor ones, so that could be why you are seeing zero results when it comes to income.

Also it doesn't help that jupiter in your chart makes 3 oppositions. So even when you get money you fluctuate between being too stingy with or on the other side being to generous to people.

Your mars which represents how driven you are makes some negative aspects so it may be that there are certain obstacles in your life that seem to be challenging you. Its the old saying one step forward, two steps back. It's not really that your not making the effort in life, it just seems as though your efforts don't reap the rewards they warrant.

I am going to guess too that you are more introverted because more planets are below the horizon in your chart.

Thanks for the info

Oh I have been looking part-time and that wasn't enough to get a job ugh I'm starting to really hate people swear to GOD.... I am not from this planet or this solar system!! and that chart of mine is making me feel how much I hate my life...no wonder I feel suicidal and miserable everyday!

I do get stingy sometimes but I always ended up being generous, actually too generous to the point of not getting anything to myself as to the things I want for myself that I work hard to earn some cash... sometime it can be that I get intimidated or even get manipulated by some people because I know I am very sensitive so I know people have ways to try to control me... but I always felt like I been used without real appreciations from others... but then I dont want too look like an idiot that is not giving and sometime I really wish I can be more greedy than giving and just do me and not worrying about other people because apparently where my life is going is not great. And yes unfortunately I am introverted which I hate so much I wish I was more out-going but seems like I dont please people other than maybe how giving and caring I am, but deep down I truly feel like they using me and not love me, but just love to used me. So I'm a slave is how I feel...I'm talking about people who say that are my friends or my family.... but whatever though..

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

Well, it's been almost 3 month since the last time I posted on this thread and still no luck in finding a job... My last interview was near end of January. What I didn't understand is how I am certified a Esthetician and nobody in the group interview had a certificate and even the store manager do not have the certificate and this is a store that would allow me to sell beauty products and do a demo on people which what I was looking for! Crazy right??? or am I over qualified. I am VERY-VERY-VERY upset how my life is going and over two year without work and no income... I been thinking of going to the social services and maybe to see I can get on cash assistance or something. This is BS!

 

[Assyrian_Libra]

still in this limbo.... are you sure things will ever change

 

[aquarius7000]

Hi,

Assyrian Libra, yes, things can never remain the way they are, so they will change. Post a Horary, if you like, framing the question about when you would find work as clearly as possible (use Regiomontanus house system at astro.com to create the chart). Use the time, date and place when the question is active in your mind. Then post your natal with transits and progression on another thread. Same for you Beautifultaurus. If I spot the threads, I will try and have a go over the weekend.

Best
AQ7