What is my ascendant?

[Raquel]

my mother was ill for 2years and a half, with a lymphom non-hodgkin,
And yes, I never thought it could happen, I always believe and I always give her all the strength, she was always saying that I was the person that gived her more strength and support.
My uncle called me when I was in school to see her in the hospital she became in coma, I saw her so fragile, and my last words were silence, but in my thoughts i said, you know how much I love you, and you know this is not our end. It was like an unreal experience to me, but I understand that was her moment to start having finally peace. I always since I was a kid believed in the spiritual life, and in that moment, was my test... and these beliefs give me all the possible and impossible strength in the world.

I believe what you've made is very accurate yes. Maybe this sensibility is just from my moon I'm so grateful... thank you very much.

the bad side, is with this very accurate time of birth with rising in leo, my 5th house is placed with many malefic planets... maybe I will have problems in conceiving :S but we'll see Thank you so much

 

[waybread]

Hi Raquel--I am sure you were a big comfort to your mother during her illness.

I would recommend that you keep after the ascendant question. I can't promise that 1:20 am is correct, merely that it seems to fit with a major event in your life. As you think through other major things that have happened to you, see where they fall into your chart--you might get better results with a different time. But at least now, hopefully you can see how the rectification process works.

Best wishes, W.

 

[Raquel]

the only thing that I question myself is with this birth time my moon have just aspects between mercury and Uranus (bad aspects), and since I was born I had such a strong connection with my mother, I almost needed her to breath... and she was also very connected with me... so why I do not have good aspects also between the moon representing this connection and heavenly happy moments with my mother. That's why I questioned if I can have the cancer rising because of this. I'm generous like leo yes, but I'm a little bit shy when in new environments, I'm also very very moody and unstable... but that's perhaps it's because of my moon... For these event the time that you gave was in everything more accurate than the others I have done... so, I'll have it in count.

 

[waybread]

Raquel, you've got moon opposite Mercury in both your own early and late times. Note that the moon is many things in addition to your mother, such as your emotions/feelings, and sense of home.

As much as you loved your mother, no doubt her early illness and death did create a lot of stress for you, and perhaps this is what stressful aspects are showing.

Other indicators of your mother in your chart are your IC/MC axis. Astrologers disagree over which point best indicates your mother or father, so I suggest you look at both and see what fits.

If we compare all 3 charts (12:00, 1:20, 2:30) we find your IC in Scorpio in two of them. Pluto, the modern ruler of Scorpio, is in the 4th house of early childhood conditioning in two of the charts, and it trines Jupiter (plus a generational Neptune trine.) In the one chart that puts Libra on your IC, its ruler Venus sextiles Mercury. These are favourable aspects.

If we look at the MC as symbolizing your mother, we get Taurus and thus Venus as the ruler in two of the charts, with its sextile to Mercury. The midnight chart gives Mars as the MC ruler. It makes a bunch of squares; although it is conjunct your sun, suggesting that you identify with this energy.

So this kind of sleuthing around your chart gives some suggestions and possibilities that you might follow up.

I also note that you were born in one country but living in another. If you know the date of your move, you might use it as another means of chart rectification.

Good luck with this.

 

[Raquel]

I arrived in 5th/6th September 2008, (not so sure but I think it was 6th) it was a precipitated decision, I decided in two days, my boyfriend was here and I came here too, and the next month I would go to the college... :S
But I arrived and I wanted to leave, but my family didn't accept well the fact...
I suffer allot even today with regret... because of my family, I didin't teel anyone, I just left one night... My grandmother was in another country to help my huncle finding another job... and I think if she's at home that time, I would never had the courage to leave... I left my sister... she was 9th years in the time... it's sad... I also had a depression 2 years ago, because I was here 1 year and a half without working... I searched searched and nothing... but last year I found something, it's not good... but ate least I do something...

Thank you, you are such a good listener

 

[Sujay]

Raquel, i would rectify your birth time in case u need it. I am doing it for free for you.
Would like to have few other details thats supportive for rectification of your birth time.
1. Provide the date and place of birth. However u must provide the probable time range also within which you were born. (For eg: between 3 am to 6 am)
2. Provide moon sign of you parents, atleast sun sign.
3. Your Marriage or engagement date etc. (if any)
4. Nature of your job. (Eg: Accountant, engineer, designer etc)

Rgds,
Sujay

 

[waybread]

sujay, the birth data are posted above, with a time estimate between midnight and 3:00 am. I hope you post your methods here!

Raquel, I will get back to you re: your new event charts but I need a bit more time.

 

[Raquel]

sujay, the birth data are posted above, with a time estimate between midnight and 3:00 am. I hope you post your methods here!

Raquel, I will get back to you re: your new event charts but I need a bit more time.

Have the time you need... and thank you allot...

 

[waybread]

Raquel, I will go out on a limb and suggest that the 1:20 birth time is pretty close.

I've looked at the Sept. 5/6, 2008 sudden relocation date with the different possibile birth times, as well as using secondary and tertiary progressions, solar arcs, and transits. Whew!

What I looked for are planets hitting house cusps at these times, using different methods for seeing what was going on in your life at that date. The best match I found was for 1:20, with solar arc planets hitting your IC (4th house of "home") cusp, which seems to coincide with a sudden shift of your home location and childhood home conditions.

But again, I'm not an expert. Some astrologers time events with primary directions, which is not a technique I've mastered.

See if Leo rising fits you. But note also that by this age of your life, your ascendant has progressed into Virgo, which might correspond with a bigger focus on work, service, and health; as well as a more conscientious, even worrying sort of personality.

if you use a whole sign house system, you don't have to worry so much about having exact house cusps.

Best wishes, W.

 

[Raquel]

Yes, I have the generosity and I'm a "money spender"- Leo, but I'm a bit "restrain" in myself, and sometimes I don't have the courage to show myself the way i really am...
I'm also very humble, and I even describe and see myself for worst...
All signs that I have, I see myself more often in Pisces... (my moon)...
I'm very positive with other's projects, but very negative and insecure with my businesses...
I'm very unstable, any rudeness, words and critics, could turn my day into darkness... I can laugh in a minute, and than some insignificant thing (maybe for many people) makes me depressive and questioning my own worth.

But yes, definitely I think I was born that time (1.15-1.20 AM)

Thank you so much,
All happiness and wealth
Kind Regards