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This aspect figures in some mass shooter charts, and in several extreme pedophiles who committed attrociteis against their victims.
some of them are known to have experienced severe abuse by authority or parental figures, or severe trauma of some form
but i know 2 guys in my life. one is a pedophile, but he wasnt tortured or molested by anyone per his own account, he has somewaht strained relationship with his parents bc they gave him pressure for school that he thinks was unnecessary.
the pedophile pushed my chair as i was going to sit on it because he refused to write in a special kinda book for our language class, and he'd hide it. which i thought was dumb cuz at some point the teacher was gonna check and there was no way for him to recover from it. he sat next to me, i was focusing on my own studies so iw asn't sure if he never ever wrote in it, or if he did per his own decision, but i thought he forgot where he put it when the teacher came to check. so i saw it under the desk, and i took it out. he got mad at me and some time when i got up pulled my chair as i was gonna sit and i fell so bad i started crying, it hurt me to walk for several days onward. i didn't tell on him to my parents bc he was my friend. he's not a pedophile or not that i knew at that point.
another one's mom got cancer (maybe terminal) and killed herself bc she didn't want to be a burden and maybe didn't believe she's gonna make it. earlier in his life he had beaten some kid's head into a shacht, bt the kid was beating his before that. maybe he had fights with messed up kids from his neighborhood, and i can understand wanting to defend urself against ppl like that. but also he stabbed his classmate with a pen for pushing his study books off the desk, which seems quite excessive. i've had worse things done to me without retaliating. he's done other things some i cant mention, others involve participating in some kind of collective efforts that ended up pushing some communist guy (they may have been political factions) to suicide on a minecraft server. he hates gays and is kinda racist. he pushed 2 lesbians holding hands when we were outside walking in our direction. he started berating some bi girl online that we knew when we were talking aobut her irl. made fake facebook account to exrtat information from our friend who doesnt want ot talk to him for hacking his password years earlier. so he told me he learned our friend was doing drugs that way.
another guy i dont know personally who has scorpio moon conjunct pluto and mars. he found his dad hanging from the ceiling. he was bullied at school somehow and he ended up stabbing multiple of his classmtes. he kicked his girlfriend in the face breaking her teeth and nose maybe bc she said smth he interpreted as scarring his masculinity allegedly. this knocked her out and she didn't leave for several months or years since then, but she remembered (maybe immediately, idk how long since the incident) that this was the reason she was knocked out, cuz he lied to his audience that it was some immigrant who attacked her apparently. then ordered an acid attack on her and their own child which she took away after she spent too much time and looking happy with another guy.
some transgender with this aspect was harassed by 2 men at 11 or 12 or somewhere around that. so she decided to take testosterone. but i wasnt told if it was molestation or just superficial harassment. the transgender's parents were very soft (i know about transgenders who had very extreme and rough childhoods instead so i dont want to see any nonsense about how all of them are spoiled) so the transgender realized that and feels unprepared in the world and it's harshness. but assuming the men didn't do anything besides be obnoxious, and theres nothing much else to it, there's not a whole lot of trauma there. so what im asking is, is everyone with this aspect severely traumatised, hence they start becoming violent, or can the first incindent of violence be started by themselves? maybe such energies are etrying to corrupt them for all i know. maybe lack of proper parenting or guidance for harsh traunsformative issues of life can result in predisposition for excessive and extreme aggression in situations that don't deserve it. i dont want or mean to say anything wrong or offesnive or misleading or harmful regarding how this works or what it is since im just someone trying to figure it out. and in what ways can people with this aspect energy experiences be adequately supported and guided so they use it for good and not evil or become corrupted, be it toward themselves or others?
some of them are known to have experienced severe abuse by authority or parental figures, or severe trauma of some form
but i know 2 guys in my life. one is a pedophile, but he wasnt tortured or molested by anyone per his own account, he has somewaht strained relationship with his parents bc they gave him pressure for school that he thinks was unnecessary.
the pedophile pushed my chair as i was going to sit on it because he refused to write in a special kinda book for our language class, and he'd hide it. which i thought was dumb cuz at some point the teacher was gonna check and there was no way for him to recover from it. he sat next to me, i was focusing on my own studies so iw asn't sure if he never ever wrote in it, or if he did per his own decision, but i thought he forgot where he put it when the teacher came to check. so i saw it under the desk, and i took it out. he got mad at me and some time when i got up pulled my chair as i was gonna sit and i fell so bad i started crying, it hurt me to walk for several days onward. i didn't tell on him to my parents bc he was my friend. he's not a pedophile or not that i knew at that point.
another one's mom got cancer (maybe terminal) and killed herself bc she didn't want to be a burden and maybe didn't believe she's gonna make it. earlier in his life he had beaten some kid's head into a shacht, bt the kid was beating his before that. maybe he had fights with messed up kids from his neighborhood, and i can understand wanting to defend urself against ppl like that. but also he stabbed his classmate with a pen for pushing his study books off the desk, which seems quite excessive. i've had worse things done to me without retaliating. he's done other things some i cant mention, others involve participating in some kind of collective efforts that ended up pushing some communist guy (they may have been political factions) to suicide on a minecraft server. he hates gays and is kinda racist. he pushed 2 lesbians holding hands when we were outside walking in our direction. he started berating some bi girl online that we knew when we were talking aobut her irl. made fake facebook account to exrtat information from our friend who doesnt want ot talk to him for hacking his password years earlier. so he told me he learned our friend was doing drugs that way.
another guy i dont know personally who has scorpio moon conjunct pluto and mars. he found his dad hanging from the ceiling. he was bullied at school somehow and he ended up stabbing multiple of his classmtes. he kicked his girlfriend in the face breaking her teeth and nose maybe bc she said smth he interpreted as scarring his masculinity allegedly. this knocked her out and she didn't leave for several months or years since then, but she remembered (maybe immediately, idk how long since the incident) that this was the reason she was knocked out, cuz he lied to his audience that it was some immigrant who attacked her apparently. then ordered an acid attack on her and their own child which she took away after she spent too much time and looking happy with another guy.
some transgender with this aspect was harassed by 2 men at 11 or 12 or somewhere around that. so she decided to take testosterone. but i wasnt told if it was molestation or just superficial harassment. the transgender's parents were very soft (i know about transgenders who had very extreme and rough childhoods instead so i dont want to see any nonsense about how all of them are spoiled) so the transgender realized that and feels unprepared in the world and it's harshness. but assuming the men didn't do anything besides be obnoxious, and theres nothing much else to it, there's not a whole lot of trauma there. so what im asking is, is everyone with this aspect severely traumatised, hence they start becoming violent, or can the first incindent of violence be started by themselves? maybe such energies are etrying to corrupt them for all i know. maybe lack of proper parenting or guidance for harsh traunsformative issues of life can result in predisposition for excessive and extreme aggression in situations that don't deserve it. i dont want or mean to say anything wrong or offesnive or misleading or harmful regarding how this works or what it is since im just someone trying to figure it out. and in what ways can people with this aspect energy experiences be adequately supported and guided so they use it for good and not evil or become corrupted, be it toward themselves or others?
