would i be better off as a veterinarian or a writer/someone in the arts?

[cerina h]

 

[IleneK]

I would say a writer/someone in the arts.
Venus rules your 10th house of career out in the world. and is a lover of art and things beautiful. Your Venus is an amplified expression of beauty and the arts as it is exalted in the sign of Pisces. Positioned in the second house points to its being a part of creating income for you.

 

[cerina h]

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To be more specific, I am currently in the last few years of studying Vetmed, and while it's heartwarming to interact with animals (especially the strays), I just find the whole "grind" and general work so unfulfilling and draining- the people around it even more so. From the beginning that I had several concerns and doubts that this isn't really something meant for me, I still persisted with the hope that maybe I would learn to love and grow into it even just a little bit but now, I don't know what I'm doing and what I'm supposed to feel because it had literally taken ABSOLUTELY everything in me to get to this point but even then, it isn't really enough.

On a deeper note, nothing feels enough for me and no matter how I try to figure out myself and what I really like, I'm sort of always pulled back into suffering and misery that I just end up doing things for the sake of doing them. This frustrates me because I know I can be really really passionate when I want to and this is just... not it.