I have had positive results from this . I was feeling broken hearted and mourning . I was getting scared I was never going to be able to feel my natural energy ever again . Stuck in the past with intrusive thoughts ….
Perhaps it just ran its course , but I finally was able to center, pull my energy back and narrow my focus on the things I can control . It was like a total eclipse of the heart lol
I was ghosted by family members and even my son I about died .
It’s so strange , I love them dearly , however , it was emotionally manipulative and abusive , trying to push negative reactions out of me to deflect . Strange family ( well I’m an only child amd only had two family members left my dad still loves me lol… the rest just got mad about inheritance stuff . I even forgave that and I cried until I got sick of the disrespect and lack of clarity and no love . If money is more important than me, well have fun spending it lol…my conscience is clean.They were cold amd it’s like something was severed .
I feel no hate , no sadness and finally went into acceptance.
It’s neutral . I feel my own energy again without that and I feel blessed I don’t even hate them . There is nothing there anymore amd that , to me, is an eclipse lol
And maybe a little God something helped me.
I’m so greatful and wish them the best .
I just have all tbis free space now , and no emotional baggage amd have no idea where my next chapter will be , but I’m actully excited !
Miracles do exist guys
I got one