This is the best write up about the Leo South Node & Aquarius North Node you will find anywhere.

[LeonZx]

Aquarius North Node, Leo South Node

Leo south node is used to trying to be a good kid. It is used to thinking that, if they could only be a good enough kid, that they would be safe.

www.alicesparklykat.com

I also have studied people from my generation to form my own opinions (1990)

The Weeknd. Solar Aquarius.

Specifically this song.
Ignore the sexual undercurrents, focus on the ego, the fact he tried to make people love him.
The imagery is not deceptive, it's about destroying others with the false belief that he is superior so can change them and even fix them whilst pretending himself is a perfect adult.

As the mask slips, his real him comes out, he accepts who he is and moves from there.

Blowing the woman up to be like him is pure genius on his part.

Excellent YT comment.

"When you look past the imagery but you think about it. It’s actually really beautiful and sad. Abel/the Weeknd is really allowing himself to open up to someone for the first time despite everything his past (the woman in the car/sewers) his fame (the big balloon) etc his own issues fighting against him. And even if e gets rejected by someone who sees him as a horrific mess deep down he recognises he’s a still a scared kid who is just really broken (literally in this video) and wants to be loved and accepted and is terrified of being hurt/rejected. That’s a crazy amount of growth and maturity from the Weeknd persona on kissland and trilogy as great as they are."



Olly Alexander. Solar Cancer. (we were born a day apart).

His life is totally different to mine, the underlying issue is that the family rejects him and mistreats him. (Similar issue)

You can see a Uranian version of Aquarius in the imagery.

Me and him share the same school issue, not doing as we were told.






The freedom to just be us free of any judgement...


I am not gay myself but remember people saying to me my friend was gay as if you can catch gayness.



Love with no judgement, being glad someone is alive, is here today and tomorrow with us, loving the company and warmth of another soul.


The nodes are always active, you are not meant to leave your South Node but learn from the North Node in this life.

This song brings me tears of joy, it's beautiful. Notice Saturn in the cover art work?




This was the original I heard, this version brings so much energy.

 

[LeonZx]

 

[athenian200]

That was a good article, for sure. I also looked at the write-ups for some of the other North Node and South Node combinations. I feel like the Pisces North Node and the Virgo South Node article is pretty good as well.

Pisces North Node, Virgo South Node

Pisces north node is terrified of their pain. They tell themselves that it does not really exist, that it is useless, that it is unimportant, and that life is able to go on without this recognition of hurt.

www.alicesparklykat.com

About the only thing in the article I disagreed with, as someone with these nodes, is the implication that I wasn't aware of being afraid of pain. If I could change it, that would be the one thing I'd change. I'd instead say that Virgo South Node deals with fear and pain in the exact same way... by not focusing on it and doing what they think is required regardless of it. Think of the phrase "Keep calm and carry on." The only thing the article misses, is that fear itself is a form of pain, and is thus avoided in the exact same way. One can be aware of both and avoid both for the exact same reason. Focusing on the pain brings fears to mind, especially if the remedy the pain requires involves confronting fears that are too overwhelming to deal with, so the best option for avoiding fear is avoiding pain by not confronting the fears and not remedying the pain, thereby staying comfortably numb in a somewhat stagnant state of misery, at a level you can handle. The problem is that one is always aware that things would have to get much, much worse before they got better, and so it's very tempting to avoid making them better to avoid having them get worse, because you don't think you could handle the "worse" for the amount of time it would take to change, preferring a familiar misery to what you'd have to slog through to heal or change.

Anyway, my point was that you linked a very good website on North/South nodes... hopefully bringing up a different North/South node combo wasn't too much of a derail.

 

[LeonZx]

That was a good article, for sure. I also looked at the write-ups for some of the other North Node and South Node combinations. I feel like the Pisces North Node and the Virgo South Node article is pretty good as well.

Pisces North Node, Virgo South Node

Pisces north node is terrified of their pain. They tell themselves that it does not really exist, that it is useless, that it is unimportant, and that life is able to go on without this recognition of hurt.

www.alicesparklykat.com

About the only thing in the article I disagreed with, as someone with these nodes, is the implication that I wasn't aware of being afraid of pain. If I could change it, that would be the one thing I'd change. I'd instead say that Virgo South Node deals with fear and pain in the exact same way... by not focusing on it and doing what they think is required regardless of it. Think of the phrase "Keep calm and carry on." The only thing the article misses, is that fear itself is a form of pain, and is thus avoided in the exact same way. One can be aware of both and avoid both for the exact same reason. Focusing on the pain brings fears to mind, especially if the remedy the pain requires involves confronting fears that are too overwhelming to deal with, so the best option for avoiding fear is avoiding pain by not confronting the fears and not remedying the pain, thereby staying comfortably numb in a somewhat stagnant state of misery, at a level you can handle. The problem is that one is always aware that things would have to get much, much worse before they got better, and so it's very tempting to avoid making them better to avoid having them get worse, because you don't think you could handle the "worse" for the amount of time it would take to change, preferring a familiar misery to what you'd have to slog through to heal or change.

Anyway, my point was that you linked a very good website on North/South nodes... hopefully bringing up a different North/South node combo wasn't too much of a derail.

Not at all. I like that people can express themselves, I will read this in more detail.

 

[LeonZx]

@athenian200

This makes a lot of sense, my brother is a Capricorn Saturn with Pisces North Node & Virgo South Node. He isd autistic also.
I think what makes it especially tough for him is his Aquarius Moon squaring Pluto, sometimes it's just him thinking someone is out to get him but this is because of our father who beat us who happens to be a Pisces South Node & Virgo North Node who never worked in his life, so if we reverse these nodes, our father represents having no grit which is true.
He suffers with a great deal of narcissistic traits such as knowing he is right even when others know it not to be true, values selfish feelings over everything and wants to be pampered but not to take away his "Masculinity" that part of him makes me feel sick to my stomach, but that's gone now, he don't exist in my head anymore.

 

[FraterAC]

FWIW I recommend Celeste Teal's book, Lunar Nodes, Discover Your Soul's Karmic Mission if anyone is interested.
It covers various angles of the topic in 200+ pages or so. Good for reference also.

 

[LeonZx]

@athenian200 I will always remember Robin Williams, Pisces Moon conjunct North Node, Sun in Cancer.