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I was thinking about the fact that the life of a nun could suit me. It's not that I strive for some religious or spiritual ideals; I like loneliness, but the thought of living together with 300 women scares me. Throughout my life, I felt pressure and ridiculed because of my unsociality. I don't want to stand out among people, and this is probably due to the influence of ketu in the first house and other astrological aspects. I realized that it would be nice to accept my nature, because attempts to change myself only led to misfortune.
 
Glory said:
Of course, but I would like them to die like animals in painful and shameful circumstances, before they lived to be 25 years old and without leaving their heirs behind. These scoundrels caused huge damage to my childish psyche for many years, they literally made my life unbearable.
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I'm sorry that this happened to you, but these thoughts, if heartfelt, will only harm you further as they eat away at your insides.

The scoundrels got one sort of victory as being cruel jerks. Don't give them more victories now.

"The best revenge is living well."
 
Leomoon and Opal, one of the AT Mann books came my way. Due to playing host last week, I couldn't do much more than page through it before setting it down, and this week will be similar. Excited to read more though. Thank you so much for the recommendation!
 
athenian200 said:
Yeah, I wasn't sure what was happening with the forum myself. Whether there was something wrong with my Internet, a technical issue, maybe my IP was blocked by mistake, etc. Glad that it's back now.
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Phew. I got withdrawals. I got a message saying ‘fatal error.’ It does happen sometimes but I wondered if pwadm was doing updates or adding new smilies.
 
Merc rx and in detriment native here. Would you believe I've actually won communications awards? Well, that was back when I didn't know anything.
As an adult my phone never works properly. Over-the-air stuff, SaaS etc.
The computer is just fine though. Hardware.
Need to update Mercury's profile a bit.
 
Dpd delivery man knocked on the door and when 20 sec later I came out he already dropped off the parcel at the neighbors and was ready to slip his note in the mail slot ! :mad: This should never happen !
 
I had an enemy, a woman, moreover, of the same nationality, unfortunately, with age, who felt a strong hatred for me. This hatred seemed to come from the depths of her soul. I'm sure if she had the chance, she would have killed me. In some ways, she looked mentally unstable and may have had tendencies towards lesbian relationships. I don't know what her problem really was, but she used force against me. I tried to somehow establish a relationship with her by pretending to be a friend, but it didn't work. Naturally, I have a deep hatred for her and, fortunately, I don't see her anymore. At the same time, I am afraid to realize that according to one theory, our brothers and sisters in past lives could have been our enemies, and now we must try to find love for them. This prospect scares me very much.
 
Glory said:
I had an enemy, a woman, moreover, of the same nationality, unfortunately, with age, who felt a strong hatred for me. This hatred seemed to come from the depths of her soul. I'm sure if she had the chance, she would have killed me. In some ways, she looked mentally unstable and may have had tendencies towards lesbian relationships. I don't know what her problem really was, but she used force against me. I tried to somehow establish a relationship with her by pretending to be a friend, but it didn't work. Naturally, I have a deep hatred for her and, fortunately, I don't see her anymore. At the same time, I am afraid to realize that according to one theory, our brothers and sisters in past lives could have been our enemies, and now we must try to find love for them. This prospect scares me very much.
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I believe this is true too. It's not easy to love those who hate us, however, with compassion we can find a way to understand them and thereby alleviate the hateful feelings that come. Sometimes even in a family there may be one or two who were not exactly friendly towards you in a past lifetime nor you to them that is being "played out again". Try looking at your natal chart and see if there are retrograde planets that can give you some hints. The German Astrologers group, believes that the rx planets are symbolic of having the soul "redo- or repeat" certain lessons. Therefore, if so, it behooves us to ever hate anyone. It's "us" and they are the mirror to us and life's relationships (or lack of them) is the challenge so to speak.

I don't like trump a whit, YET, I realize too, since all souls are interconnected, we should not "hate" anyone. We can dislike very much their policies but at the same time recognize they too have a soul connected to our own.

It can be a life-long challenge depending on what occurs in one's life. I work on it everyday myself.
 
passiflora said:
It's subscription programs you don't own once you stop paying for them, unlike the old programs which were buy and keep, and are always getting tweaked with updates from the publishers.
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Okay, I abhor updates that go on and on. And buying programs that they stop updating, because they updated their system and yours is no longer current.

Feels like theft.
 

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