My natal Lilith is at a very strange degree... I am kind of wondering if Astrodienst still uses the same Lilith it always did, because I remember looking it up a long time ago and seeing a different degree for my Lilith. Current Astrodienst Lilith is Leo 26, which as best as I can tell is the same as h12, mean lunar apogee.
PHASE 146 (LEO 26°): AFTER THE HEAVY STORM, A RAINBOW.
I suspect the old one is h13, which is at Leo 23 for me. That seems to be oscillating or "true" Lilith.
PHASE 143 (LEO 23°): IN A CIRCUS THE BAREBACK RIDER DISPLAYS HER DANGEROUS SKILL.
It's just odd, because I distinctly remember the default Astro.com Lilith being Leo 23 for me at one point, and now it's at Leo 26, a symbol I don't remember at all. Granted, that would have been a very long time ago I checked... probably before 2010. The only reason it jumps out at me is because Leo 23 is familiar to me as the symbol I associated with Lilith when I learned about it for the first time, and Leo 26 doesn't really ring a bell for me. Maybe I'm misremembering, it's hard to say...
Aside from those two, there's h21, which is an
interpolated Lunar Apogee, and different from both mean and true Lunar Apogee. For me, that one is at Leo 22:
PHASE 142 (LEO 22°): A CARRIER PIGEON FULFILLING ITS MISSION.
Finally, there's also an Asteroid Lilith (object 1181), which has absolutely nothing to do with the other three, but is at Leo 19 for me anyway...
PHASE 139 (LEO 19°): A HOUSEBOAT PARTY.
So in my particular case, it almost doesn't matter which Lilith I pick, they are all in Leo, and most of them are in my 4th house, with the asteroid being just before the 4th house cusp. If it weren't for the Sabian Symbols, I wouldn't even notice a difference right away...
